only a year ago I was loosing my mind only a year ago I was stuck in a horrible time today marks a year, today marks the tears today marks the bars, today marks my scars Day one; alone, quiet, hurting with an internal riot Day two; stressed, everyone has left, one heavy chest Day three; I looked into the eyes of my one desire Day four; I laughed, I cried, I dreamt, My hurt is cut in half Day five; I found a way to cope, I found you and I found hope Day six; You left your mark on me, showed me things I could never see Day seven; Just for you to leave, just to have another person to grieve Day eight; Time to be released, Am I better or last but not least? only a year ago, I changed for the good only a year ago, I got better like I should've today marks my longest strife, today marks the last time I picked up the knife. today marks my belonging, today marks my dawning