A man trapped in habit and silliness, I waited with baited breath but this year my special day was torn from me by his tragic death. We would sit as a tandem in the spring sun, two noses in the air. pondering lunch, grass, lilac buds, but not harbouring a single care. A dozen years such a short and faltering era, one I can’t explain we shared our time, we shared our souls, and most of all our pain. The first warm rays of spring brought us out like two old bears airing out our empty souls and throwing off our winter cares Facing the sun grinning in our own special way, a pair winding down, a brave and furry warrior and his faithful adoring clown. So I guess it’s over, the sun doesn’t shine quite as brightly today I sat there alone, an old and lonely fool with nothing left to say. Perhaps this year, spring has a new purpose, to usher in the end, my faithful old friend has left me and I have no garden to tend.