Do you remember what it felt like To be covered in mud; grime Running down the sides of Your grim face while you Tried to hide,
(And you could hear them Stomping around Trying to find you Trying to **** you And you were so afraid)
Do you remember? I was next to you, And you said “Let me forget, Let me forget” and I didn’t; I couldn’t because I’m selfish, and I would be Alone with these memories, So I’m reminding you, Please forgive me, I remember All of it, all of it, all of it,
Your face twisted in That terrified grimace of Pain and fear and all I could do was whisper “I’m here, I’m here” And now I’m the one With flashbacks banging between my ears And I can’t let you forget That once upon a time, I was a whole man,
I can’t let you forget that I was strong once, (that I’m ******* up now, but Back then, I held you And) I’m not worthless, But that day is still bayoneting Me, (and I need you.)