It seems like my life is a train set on a track I'm tied to that track waiting for my own fate to destroy me And it will Or you will Whichever comes first And that kind face looking at me Over the brownies rapped in napkins That we say we will save for later But end up throwing away Is the only thing I can take solace in In knowing that there is something to look forward to When I'm walking down windowless hallways That remind me of prisons Everywhere but that table Everything but that ponytail Everyone but you Has proven that they can do better But we shared secrets over the Pacific And across the skies we made ourselves We made each other a fort to hide our cries in To escape the world in But that had to go too And I watch them all walk away From my bed Where they left me to be alone But they forgot about the most important thing You love me most.