The lights burn behind my eyes ropes of string pull out my corneas it hurts pounding shaking crumbling my will shatters under the soft tissue of my eyelid it stays there I think in words not in numbers they tumble from my mouth in desperate cries of plea shifted shadows cover my colors trembling under pressure dusty and brittle they hum clacking and clanking against the tin cups they give us water in smell of death so soft, it teases me wisps of fire tickle them breaking my screams with the crackle of the fire the light retreats taking my eyes away in coffee colored mason jars