you want to know why i cant help it but write, because there isn't just any receptacle, all I can do is writhe, what i want you to help handle is not my poetry, but it is my pain that can't take a poetic coquetry. i'd like to run too, i'd like to scream too, i'd like to destroy too. i have taken enough meteor showers, i have called enough of my inhuman powers. i would like to now stop and this heaviness i want to drop, and that's where i want you to help me carry, that's what everyday i marry.