Painfully awake
All the lights from the city scapes
Blind my eyes
Your actions come as no surprise

Keep the meter running
Addictions I will be funding
Sharp words burn the skin
There's no way I could let you in

My tongue doesn't trip over big words
A lengthy list, you'd say I'm a nerd
Your lack of being secure
My attitude keeps me mature

A story that's just plain rude
Your sense of humor is simply crude
You expect me to forgive you
The truth is, I'm not in the mood

Take your friends with a grain of salt
None of my anger could be my fault
Sarcasm you devour and continue to assume
Taking advantage when good things bloom

None of this could be repaired
All the little things & this weather hasn't been fair
No more will I take your abuse
Now I guess I'm of no use