sometimes i scream so loud in my head
i go deaf
and the glass in my soul shatters
no one can listen in because i don't want them to
oh did i mention i laugh so much i cry sometimes
i have friends
but all that they're willing to believe
is a facade
because that's what they want to believe
they're too afraid to know what's in store
what's really in there
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struggling to break free
and scratch with it's claws