we seem to have made a lot of theoretical weekends i'm terrified that they won't happen because it is so nice to exist alongside your rendition of poise and effusive words that i am afraid it isnt real
she left you ignominious like he did to me our roles are reversed but i feel like you understand and i hope i am coming close to understanding the part of you you left behind with her.
when i am with you i don't feel like a series of failed lacerations and i look at you and see pride