When I fly away, shimmering waves of seed, golden under the dimming light of this August evening and the soft breeze ripples the sea of corn, spread wide over the body of land,
the rocking chair sighs unchanging motion, back and forth, back and forth, as the abyssal field stretches. I am cast into the waves; I float on to this serene place and
from the porch, I breathe in the emerging dew, the quiet dampness of summer the dirt on the road. The fire flies, the cicadas come out looking for each other, flashing meager lights, pulsing chirps through the twilight.
The sunset fills the sky, the house, clings to my hair like dust caught in a sunlit room, suspended in the air in a dance of gravity. I am stunned with fondness, it soothes me, pours from my skin like beads of sweat dripping down my collar bone.
Free from the sting within myself, I sit, I rock.
The image of myself on the rocking chair on my grandparents farmhouse porch in Illinois.