During the days that there was an us
I probably hated you more days than I loved you.
Since I have been on my own,
And you have been allowed to do as you please
I have realized I could never love you more
Than I do at this moment.

For someone who doesn't drink
I am unfortunately intoxicated.
And for someone who smokes too much ***,
My feet are planted far too firmly on the ground.
And the ache in my chest just won't quit.

So please come back.
I would stop drinking.
I would never smoke again.
And I would never **** another man in my entire life
If it meant
That I could watch you fall asleep
The way you did when we were seventeen.