I am the balance point at the center of a vast universe— whooping with complexity and groaning with emptiness. And how absurd to see me standing there, powerless in an excess of power— my only fulcrum within me as I take a deep breath and whisper, implore, reason, soothe the great, uneven immensities to be calmed,
and I dissolve my consciousness into placelessness so that I may place myself at the center of each zone of complexity, each expanse of emptiness, and center each millimeter within itself, so that all this universe is a universe of balance, continuously shifting yet continuously balanced, her foot in absolute certainty on the path, her body all containing, the void her nourishing heart,
the enormity neither ordinary, nor frightening, nor any one thing, but to see the consciousness in formlessness— looking back at me— all creating, (and yet created, reflecting,) and yet giving me such power.