I suffer from daily anxiety attacks. Sometimes up to six of them in one day. Thoughts of ending my life, of ending the constant torment, are what I have to think about to calm me down.
I have to convince myself that I'm going to **** myself almost nightly to save my life.
Tell me again how these are the best years of my life?
I'm sorry, ****, I'm sorry. This isn't appropriate and I know I'm not going to **** myself but during my attacks I have to convince myself I am or they could go on for hours. I love my cat far too much to end my life and I have nobody to talk to and just **** please help me