i'm in that state again
where i'm not sure
if i'm stable enough
to seem "normal"
i think about disappearing
for a while
or maybe forever
every little thing tends to irk me
i'm sorry if i take
my anger out on you
when you don't deserve it
it just seems to me at this time
i can do without life
and life do can without me
see i was extremely happy
about two days ago
but my sadness did not like that
so it decided to take back over