Can't seem to leave this haunting past behind,
To anything good I've been blind.
Many moments of absolute denial and failure,
Countdown to how many I can endure.
Broken and shattered beyond repair,
In this moment I face my greatest fear.
Please forgive me,
No sudden clarity do I see.
Shall I walk alone in the darkness,
Waiting, craving deaths kiss...
Please forgive me,
I never meant to hurt you see.
I forgot that there was once someone,
Down this shadowed path I've run.
Please forgive me,
No salvation I foresee.
Demons of my chosen concocted poison,
Injected, inhaled, and now I've lost all reason.
Please forgive me,
At my breaking point, I'm ready.
One last moment of ease,
Now these inner demons I release.
Please forgive me,
I now fly free.
Cut out the pain, accept deaths dance,
Coming down from my inner chemical romance.
Please forgive me,
I long ago lost who I am meant to be.
I open my eyes and with new sight,
I see I finally lost the fight.
The ones I've left behind to carry my burden,
Now pick up the pieces left by what fate begun.