I miss when you cared jealous of other girls because that was proof that you loved me proof that I was your world I remember when those tears fell cause I was being stupid before we dated love is that emotion where you go from loved to hated and you hated me in that moment and I apologized but it felt real and that love had me thinking one day I'd kneel down but now I'm down on my knees and not in the way I thought and not for the birds and the bees for those sad, sad pleas of me begging please I just want to forget I'm locked in sadness, just hand me the keys and I tried hard and I'm such a lazy boy all I'd ******* do is sit in my LazyBoy but you motivated me you helped me start writing and when I got depression that happiness had me fighting but now I'm fighting for the answer as if I was looking for the cure, and this was cancer but I can't decide I just wish it was like it begun when instead of your #2 I was your #1
I remember I wrote you cheesy poems did everything to make you happy I wanted to take you out and show em how lucky I was thinkin they sent something from above I was stupid stupid in love
I miss it
I miss the way we were
the way we were happy those days with her but now I'm about the opposite
I feel like I want to drown these ******* thoughts blasting in my head like sadness surround sound just let me flee out of this dumb town and maybe things would be different if I was around
I am a bloodhound searching for happiness instead of deer but I wasn't prepared for when that happiness would disappear