Insanity isn't a joke but I laugh every time it hits me just how crazy I am.
My sanity walked out the door the day you did and I will never be the same.
I used to look at the stars and wonder if the person I would love was watching them
But now I look and I know that you aren't because you don't believe in the constellations
They're figments of our imagination you said. There's nothing out there but blackness.
I can't stop thinking that if I keep calling your phone you'll answer and you'll tell me you were waiting for me to catch on to the joke you played.
The only joke you played was convincing me I was actually worth being loved.
The time you spent on me was just for your amusement. Gaining power from breaking me was the only thing you wanted.
I'm insane and I can't breathe, but I'm laughing.