I live so very lonely within these caged walls,
Self infliction, dark demonic calls.
My innermost turmoil shining brightly for all to see,
My animalistic instincts, as always, cry for me to flee.
I've lost this moment, forgotten the devious why,
I only know that in this current life, I live through the lie.
Breathless, engulfing pain radiating,
This one among many, emotionally frustrating.
I answered the relentless call,
And once more I begun the cycle, I fall.
Reckless moments echoing within all,
Here again, once again fall.
Each life's patterns all the same,
Only this time different, with no one but me to blame.
Searching blindly eternally and I know it's true,
So many others like me, yet I'm one of very few.
My empathy soaking in the pain,
Taking in the anger and I'm no longer sane.
The broken, reflective fragments of endless time,
I piece together just don't rhyme.
I always answer the call.
I always know I'll fall.
Can't change what the fates saw,
In agony, I beat against the impenetrable wall.
This cycle one of so very many,
Leaving me always broken and empty.
No one to blame,
And no one to shame.
My own inner hell,
My fault, I fell.