There are times I look back and see
Everything that's been done to me.
Everything that's been said,
Or everything I have read.
So much in so little time,
To hurt this way must be a crime.
From the moment I met you,
You tore my world in two.
I cried more tears over just you,
Then everyone I knew.
You took everything from me,
And still, you don't see,
That it's slowly killing me.
You just couldn't let me be.
After all this time, I still love you,
Once again, I am slowly learning to trust in you.
Countless times you threw me out,
Took my child, and turned me inside out.
She cried for me,
Because she loved me.
I was her only mother,
You couldn't even be a good father.
I walked alone,
Thinking of everything you have done.