Regrets
are like
burnt out
cigarettes

fit only
to be tossed
away
that's what

I say
Yehudit said
and things
she said

stick in
my head
like she didn't
believe JFK

was blown away
until she saw
the picture
in the papers

the very next day
or when
Marilyn Monroe
was found dead

in 1962
she said
you're just upset
because what

her body
does for you
(what did it do?)
besides

I don't believe
it was suicide
she said
someone had

something to hide
or when she said
there's no smoke
without fire

like there's always
an object
of ****** desire
but she’d always

let me
if I asked politely
or she’d say
you can't this week

Auntie's come to stay
and there was
the big pond
where we'd lay

and gaze at the sky
or watch
the ducks
on the water's skin

or kiss and talk
or go for a walk
or just laze
and absorb the days

she said
now the pond's
abandoned
and she is dead.