when you wake up and its not all over remember that there are countless worlds you can escape too on these pages and you dont have to show anyone and they dont have to look good. whats important is that you get away from here for a while. i know you cant sleep and you dont wanna be awake, i see the bags under your eyes and you havent touched solid food in a couple of days. if you cant look to your past for comfort because it hurts and the present hurts even more, remember theres always tomorrow to offer solace for today, right? if you find yourself falling asleep holding your own hand again make sure one of them is strog so you can pick yourself up otherwise youre as pathetic as the people who pretended to love you. dont make me say this again **go to sleep