i remember sitting on the lap of my future
as he stroked the lining of my waist

i remember the vast exhales
that tickled the hairs on my neck

i remember faint whispers in my ear
telling me everythings gonna be alright
as we played doctor in the dark

i'll miss the innocent smiles
sparkling ****** eyes
hope


but
i got no
cherry to pop
i was ****** from the start