I'm not sure if anyone I have ever loved ever truly understood or felt the awful things that I think and feel.
The sadness The mania The nights alone on the bathroom floor or the ***** carpet tearing into myself because the blood kept me sane. That curious yearning for death that I've carried with me for all those years now.
Not sure if anyone I've ever known has ever seen the emptiness in my eyes without standing in horror at their reflection staring back at them
I do not know, maybe they have. This is quite possible.
But Stay, or (perhaps) but Soft! or but any of those other decrees of feeling from those sad protagonists whose tragic lives came before me, saying "What light yonderβ¦" before falling into the arms of the only person in the world who came piece them together.
But Still, my lover, your hand in my hand is the only anchor I can rely on in this Dread with 5 Acts and no intermission.