where we have been both sombre and perplexed relieved in winter by the thoughts of light in coming seasons knowing that the bright hours that have passed will leave me no less vexed than heavy cloud in this wintry context of damp and rain and days that fade to night with little notice nothing it seems is right as weΒ Β engage to find out what comes next this is the law by which our lives are bound in lands both narrow and unseemly wide to face the future with unsteady arms in fainting hope of finding safer ground not certain that there is a winning side and listening for the end of all alarms