she didn't really like to talk all that much,
she didn't like to do anything anymore
honestly
she doesn't really see herself as "living"
just floating in place like a ghost stuck at home
when she walks home, she makes sure to walk close to the street, just in case god heard her today
and maybe, just maybe, he'll finally listen
so yeah, she's not living, or she doesn't WANT to be living anyway,
and i'm okay with that,
because it's what she wants.