Opening windows to let in the air that we never thought we would need to enter because our lungs could surely sustain us from the wind but not from this This storm that has occurred took me by surprise and I am not able to sustain myself I have been learning to stand up straight without anyone else's help but lately I have found myself falling a lot My hands are always shaking My knees tremble because they cannot hold this weight Always slipping in the exact moment when I stop paying attention to where I am going I have learned that pain is not worth anything more than the words you can dig up to describe it I am crumbling like a palace of cards It only takes a light breeze To knock me over Completely