Living in the confines of my head
There is one thing that invades my mind
That is; the thought of you
Is it so tragic that i still love you "but you no longer love me"
What went wrong?
Trying to work things out in my mind
Makes my head ache with the negative thoughts
Of what i have lost

I was stupid! for a short time
Didn't know what i had done
But! it has all flooded back to me
I was wrong to betray you
I couldn't think! so confused
But it's clear now in my mind
All the hurt and the pain
Clear now of the meds
That lingered in my brain

I will go now! my love
I will go and leave you in peace
So sorry; for the sad life i gave you
But now i am sorted and OK
So i will say goodbye my son
Don't cry when i am gone
Just read the note i have left you
And know my spirit lives on.