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NOBODYNOBODYNOBODYNOBODYNOBODY NOBODYNOBODYNOBODYNOBODYNOBODYNOBODY GLASS SPIDER PINK SPIDER GLASS PINK GLASS Glass Spider Pink Spider The water's all gone. Hurt Who hurt who hurt who hurt who hurt If this is [--] also then what's to stop me from the other. I am so out of control. Why am I living? Everybody's got somebody. Shining Star, everybody's covered in scabs! Why is this making me break. Fuck What makes me want to [--] My lack of control My anger- lack of control of anger Depression Lack of movement Failure to impress or be loved or make an impression or feel something other than longing LONGING unfulfillment I don't feel fulfilled I am a half-eaten fruit I will now rot. And attract the flies Become the soil of the earth Is that a sign? Believe in nothing NOBODY See value worth WORTH IN ME Time is crawling My arm is stung by nail bees It feels good I feel unfulfilled They do this to me Who wants a crazy bit(scribbles)ch H(scribbles) Worth is irrelevant Worthless The work is not worth the work is not worth worth Worthless Loveless Rotting You don't miss me you dumb motherfucker I know where the tools are I saw them today My arm is twitching I want to stab this pen in an eye TOO DIZZY Maybe if I stop breathing just for tonight I'll stop thinking perhaps I'm too much of a coward too smart though not smart enough for anyone to want me I want to pass out how do I make myself pass out without making noise Everything in the room is an implement This past I dont want to revisit although maybe I was better then less bitter less upsettable less worthless
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Jan 2, 2010
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