The resounding noise in my head pounds out wicked rhythms on a heathen's drums Unholy ghosts ******* holes in the hallowed curtains of history As I burn the images into my wrist Detailing a hieroglyphic history of chemical dependency & psychopathic tendencies, of which I've got a few In my fevered dreams I put a gun to the head of all the filthy parishioners in their their pews And they've all got my ******* face Am I actively plotting to ****** my own faith? Or is the devil's choir singing to me Moaning joyous hymns sweet and slow? I will not have it I will not sit here and be stabbed in the ears by any more serrated symphonies If salvation is what I need I'll make it my own ******* self All the angel-faced harlots & devil-headed preachers in the world couldn't wage a winning war for my sick sad soul anymore I'm not the devil & I'm not God I am something else entirely I'm a revolutionary revolver with six shells saved for the Son of God And I'll fire blindly out into the universe Blowing holes in the inconceivable unknown Until Someone asks me to stop Or I run out of bullets