It hit me like a nuclear war
While she was on the floor, with her voice rolling down the walls
And her sickly sweet blood dripping from the ceiling
Her hair is a supernova, and her eyes are the Big Bang
Setting off infinite unseen particles on an atmospheric trajectory in to the widening gyre of my consciousness
I cannot contain it any more than I could put a leash on the sun
I am the new original sin, and I'll **** humankind to their home made Hell with a smile on my face
Paradise is right outside of my periphery  and I could not care less
She is queen of beast in a dream kingdom
A howling nightmare for the pure of heart and the porcelain of skin
She is love that rips flesh from bones and I laugh as she consumes me
I'm surrounded by fangs on all sides and bathed in brilliant radiation
My body is dead but my brain is alive
With electric currents coursing through kerosene veins
And gravity bows in horrified awe
As I rocket upwards through subspace shattering the speed of light
Shattering the walls of sanity & safety
Unleashing celestial leviathans in to the screaming maw of the universe
I shed my skin light years ago
No longer am I human
No longer am I made in God's image
She is queen of beasts and I will be her king and in my kingdom I will need salvation no longer