A prisoner of the hallucination, hardly happy, quick to open a floodgate of personal misery, talking often of unique pain, of places before been, asking only for sympathy and creative license- Past Ring Bearer/Future Funeral Singer, you're selfish to think you mean much at all. What was always is, greater wisdom is greater sorrow, ask the holograms begging on boulevards, ask the nihilists and the naysayers, or even the understanding heart of Solomon.
For every headstone, there once was a bouquet. For every brown, breaking leaf, there once was a summer breeze. For every noose-a necktie, for every slave-a free.
No need to trudge the trough, no need to join in the polyphonic symphony of 7 billion people drowning under the current of time, there is only personal progression, but you have to shut up and dream for a second.