"Everyday will be the day and every night will be lonely. Everyday I will see you there and I never say a word to you.  I love you so silently.  My mother said if I loved you I would dare to day your name out loud. I love you so but I'm afraid.  I'm afraid of you. Afraid you'll reject me, avoid my lips, your name on my breath. My mother said if I loved you I'd cross a moutain, i can't I'm not strong enough for that, for you. I'd rather deal with the pain of losing what could have been rather than what was."