**** me
Slowly and swiftly
Let the pain be bearable
Give me that nostalgia of youth
Let the adrenaline run through me
Give me the strength to give up
And live through my death
I want the memories to fade
From the day I was born to today
Let the pain sink into my veins
Like razor sharp feathers
Till the crimson flows like grass
And I can feel the cold burn me
The darkness is too bright to take
With my eyes wide shut
I take a deep breath and suffocate