Im happy.
All my worries have been embraced and turned to paper.
Im not experienced but i know how to live without emotional strain.
Its not only him who makes me ecstatic, its me doing all that completes me.
I want it all at times but i let the moment come.
Its easier that way.
but i'm not as strong as everyone thinks i am.
i put on a show so nobody will know.
when i find time to be alone, my weaknesses appear from beyond the darkness.
ready to attack all that manufactures me.
and then i break, crumble and fall,
i fall to an abyss
and theres no climbing out until I'm no longer alone.
so i try, to always keep buried in my ambitions.
because no matter what happens above ground
i appreciate my meaning to live.