Shattered dreams and broken hopes.
Nightmares fill my head,
Where you used to lay,
As I slept in my bed.
Shaking. Cold. I'm defeated.
I'm hurting, yet I'm happy too.
You've won. Proven your point.
I'm lost. I don't know what to do.
I guess this is where I shut you out.
No more lying to myself or wishing.
We aren't a we, I've accepted that.
But still I sit here, you I'm missing.
I can't hurt anymore.
Call me what you will.
You warned me,
This is what I'd feel.
I guess I should have listened.
Broken hearted and broken down.
I'm left wondering with no hope.
Nothing left but this pathetic frown.
I guess I wear it well.
It's what I'm used to.
I'm back where I started,
Back before I talked to you.
You entered my life quickly.
Gave me hope and reason.
Now you're taking that away.
Leaving me cold. Freezing.
I'll freeze in my tracks if this keeps up.
It's time to move on, leave you behind.
It's going to be hard, but I'll manage.
I guess you really never will, be mine.