and the mission moves to completion
operation: move the **** on, weighing in with a heavy win
you clung to the very thing you hated with desperation
and you let go
you ******* let go and you won you finally won
you finally did something good for you
self destructive tendencies, lessen
excuses no longer made, just a quiet
detachment
because you don’t deserve this
you don’t have to feel like this
*you don’t deserve this