We were stuck all night in quicksand light and talked for fifty three tequila hours, from bench to bar, to dusk lit park, to the rust and arch of the Golden Gate Bridge— death watched us from windowsill alleyways, between drying sheets and shirts, and men’s underwear, while life climbed down the fire escapes to greet us. You smiled, with your eyes— illuminating the still second hands of streets clocks, and the whole infinity of Time between. We lit cigarettes in pedicabs unspeaking, vibrating mind telepathy at midnight between imaginary African angels. And your smell reminded me of an art lined fireplace I once knew in Buffalo, with no fire burning, but a window lighted neighbor *******, while the Main Street sirens howled. And we don’t know each other anymore, but I still remember the You, who broke down crying in a light green kitchen, trembling before a dirtied stovetop, and ending on a bed— missing a life you couldn’t remember