What silliness I am filled with when my pride gets in the way of life what anguish do I invite by thinking is such a silly way that anything is about what I know about anyway? IT's not about me the AA mantra though I am as dry as any desert the AMA might have to check out NA since they are promoting all their dope to my Dr.'s with promo trips and dinners for writing so many scrips of this or that I wonder is the silliness, the utter stupidity not just my vanity, but a little insanity brought on by being so well?