I look at the moon, and I think of you. I try and focus on the small twinkling stars, but your face pops into view. I try to write the "beautiful" words you like so much, but the color is simply blue, for my feelings are too few.
I know you will object, smile, and tell me that it is good anyway, because that's who you are. And though I might not feel it all, I'm almost guaranteed to take down my guard. But something feels strange when I do that with you, like maybe my guard doesn't need to be there at all.
Maybe I'm just delusional, but I like to think you will be there again...one day. That maybe those couple of days, won't be the last... because babe, that would be so real, and I don't need real right now, I need happy, but you know that, so I'll smile as long as I can, which is as long as you're there, whether you are here or not......