Love stories. When the man of 56 asked a girl of 7 if she knew what love was, she didn’t know that she would spend most of her life convincing herself that love was more than how he dug his nails into her raw skin only to leave it pale; it was more than the stench of his breathe and clothes that she hasn’t got rid off from her body, yet; it was more than the sharp, stabbing sensation between her legs and definitely something that needed consent.
Love stories. You think you know what love is, but what about that girl who was left crying at the subway station? She went back home after 3 odd days, took an overdose of pills she couldn’t even pronounce names of, slit her wrists and was found lying in a pool of blood after another 3 odder days. I wonder whose life flashed before her eyes and where she hid all the undelivered letters she wrote the night before she died?
Love stories. He shifts the pawn in a chess game, carefully, sitting on a wobbly bench in a massive hospital ward. This time, it’s his queen that he is protecting. Though, he could see her last breaths fluctuating like the black and white squares on the board, he still tried to win. They didn’t kiss each-other goodbye; neither did they share laughs nor, did they repeat their vows. She didn’t even wait till the last chemotherapy. What happened to his love story?
Love stories. I fell in love with a boy with a storm in his heart that wrapped me in itself, ripped me off piece by piece, picking on already existing wounds and now he’s nowhere to be seen. I hear the incessant clash of the windows in a stormy rain, the picture frames tumbling, stumbling and shattering into a million pieces against the floor where I sit and bleed poetry about him even when I know that he doesn’t even remember my name, anymore.
Though, I Love the way your tongue curls at ‘L’ and your teeth presses against your lips tenderly at ‘V’ when you say “love”, but I am sorry, I have grown up in a home of fists and frowns where love stories were more fragile than paper towns and I will not make eye contact with you when I say “I love you” because I am unsure about how long it will last.