All my life I've doubted my identity,
confused and muddled between
what type of life to lead.

Should it be an extra ordinary one,
where no one would
forget my name - it would be
scribbled on books with hearts.

But I realised I don't speak enough
present myself
as I hide behind the shadows
of who I should have been.

Should I be a dreamer, a star gazer
looking and paying attention
to every thing but not saying a word?

But I realised I am way too loud
to ever be so silent.

And I guess, I'm just going to
lead this extraordinary life,
an ordinary way.