If I could tell you anything
I would tell you everything
I'd tell you I want you to be happy
but I'm trying to be happy myself
that I'm not avoiding you
just trying not to get hurt again
how I hate hearing how sweet and awesome you are
because I just want to tell them "I KNOW"
How I've known since we were twelve
when you bought me that snickers bar at the dance
I miss you than
when you let me know how you feel
and why you felt that way
now I can't even comprehend you
it's like your on another level
and you won't deign to give me a hand up
I miss it when you didn't hide your feelings
and make me feel awful for having any at all
I wish I could walk up to you
and tell you all these things
but you'd call me immature
and laugh at me
you'd say I'm being childish
tell me how I need to grow up
because I'm in love with who you use to be
and you're in love with who you could make me
but you'll never be him again
and I can never be her ever
But I'll always miss you
I wish you could just understand