you know who you are. I could never hate you. I love you so much. I hate being apart. I fell more in love with you everyday, I feel like I'm practically lost without you. but maybe I need to be. as much I as I hate bring apart maybe we need this. I'm just scared that I will never actually get to see your face, hold your hand, or be with you. all that love just never to be fulfilled. I'm scared of not being apart of your life anymore. I'm scared. I'm sorry.