This uncertainty
Is killing me,
And I have myself
To blame for it.
I cannot stop,
I think about you,
Constantly,
Throughout the day.
I am holding out hope,
That you might feel the same.
Although how am I to know
When I have not told you so?
What we have is special,
And I treasure it the most,
But I am scared that if I tell you,
Our friendship would end.
It has been days,
I picture your face.
I want to know,
Are you safe?
I do not want to lose you,
So please do not go.
You are important to me,
I'll never meet another like you.
If you are to go,
Please just say so,
Don't leave me hanging,
Still hoping.