My grandma died in 08 But it was to soon God was that her fate Left me alone in this world that's cold Iv learn to move on the more I get old But I cant stop of stress that you are gone I can't believe its been this long And everyday that passes I think of you My desire to do good choices is cause of you R. I. P. These emotions still **** with me And every single emotion is invisible where you can't see I wish she was alive Without her things are never right I wish you would of took my life (I pray, God you should of took my life) Since my brother died I ain't been right since Now I would rather spend Life with them where I'm happy without 1 cent And when my father died, I discovered my moms has lied R. I. P. All of these emotions are ******* with me And all of these emotions are invisible where you can't see I wish they were alive Things without them is never right God? Why not take my life (Why take them and not my life).