This feeling is tucked in I don't know how to express This feeling is utter hurt After I cried all that I could, my eyes still shed countless more tears I try to sleep, I have nightmares of so many fears I walk in footsteps on an unsure path My load feels so heavy I am not sure I will last. I am afraid of life now that you're gone because I have always had a mother for oh so very long, you were my first love my first kiss my forever wish, loosing a mother is the hardest Battle, it's like I'm on a filed jogging bombs, Because my heart explodes for ever on. I miss you mum but heaven needed another angel, Call my mind but the number is unlisted, I will always hurt but I promise mum I will try my hardest to stay very strong.