eyes barely open as minutes pass for seconds on a tiny corner table where I scribe my poems subdued lighting and neutered calls from over-caffeineated teenaged chefs surround me recycled-paper brown napkins filled with intelligible-only-to-me scratchings rest under my tired hand fifteen second-minutes later I return to watch hour after tedious hour slither slowly from the clock the big hand finally points toward salvation and I take my coat and gloves and poems home to read what my soul has spilled a smile makes a rare appearance as the tenuous words on the napkin take form and bring meaning and relief to my tired heart