Time moves on and people revert back to their old ways leaving chaos in their wake. Spoiling memories, past and future. I am not a toy. I can't be tossed about the room. I don't work on demand. I am Pinocchio. A Marionette without the strings. Free to walk the world. Free to sing. Free to dance and move to the pace of my own drum. I spoil no one. I am me. I am independent. Stop trying to tug at non-existent Nylon strings because I will not be controlled. I don't like to be ordered about. Left feeling lonely and sad. Used. I do what I don't really want to do. We fight on new levels each time we are together. I cover up my tears and woes. Put on a happy face. Im sick of the stormy weather. I break promises and I lie to protect crimes and sorrow. I am a Monster.