I warned you. I told you. I informed you. I repeatedly told you again & again. You should of see this coming. This has happened before. I'm surprised it took this look to happen again. Now I've lost people once more. But it doesn't hurt. I have become immune to this feeling. I never mean to do the things I do that hurt you. I don't expect you to forgive me. This is the way I am. I don't try to be this way. I am a compulsive liar. I make up things that aren't real. I don't care after I've hurt people. I don't worry about others. I don't love my "loved" ones. I am a reckless teenager. The most cliche of phrases. How cliche that I use cliches. I don't want to be alive but I don't want to die. What to do with my life? Take it, make the best of it? My thoughts don't even make sense anymore. I guess I'll just go with the flow.