the boy who didn’t know himself yet. he held my hand before he became he. he asked me out before he was himself. i said no. 2. the girl who holds my hand and tells me i am ****. she thinks many people are ****. i am one of many crushes. how many times do i have to say no? 3. the person from my french class. we are friends. they don’t love me anymore. they never asked. i wouldn’t have said no. 4. the girl with bottle blonde hair. she was the first one i ever kissed. now we don’t talk. i should’ve said no. 5. the person who took pictures of me in the park. they don’t know me very well. i don’t know if i can say no. 6. the girl who knew me in seventh grade. she sends me messages me daily. i don’t know if she knows the word no.